I've been doing a lot of soul-searching recently and while some parts of this experience have been amazing, some have been full of darkness and despair. I dedicate this poem to anyone who has ever felt broken, alone, hollow- to anyone who has ever felt rejected or invalidated by those around them.
You are not alone and you won't ever be. You're stronger than you think and even though things may hurt in the moment, there is always a chance that things could get better. For me, my main outlet is my writing. So, my friends, this poem is for you.
Tick tock- my heart unlocks,
Spilling precious tears of woe.
Why don't they listen- why can't they?
Is it something I've done- something I've said?
Tick tock- my heart unlocks,
Precious rubies bleed me dry.
Why can't they see- do they not try?
Why must I hold it all inside?
Tick tock- my heart unlocks,
Now all that's left is hollow and numb.
Why can't I see my own reflection,
Prophesized as Mulan donned her sword?
Tick tock- my heart stops,
I cannot bear the pain you've caused.
Tick tock- my soul unlocks,
To fly to where the angels watch.
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Thank you for reading this poem. I'm sorry if it sounded a little bit morbid: I just needed to get some things off my chest. Poetry really can work wonders for the mind, body, and soul.
For anyone struggling at the moment, please know that everything will be okay. There are so many people out there who can help.
Remember to cherish the good moments in life.
Remember to live your life the way you want.
Remember to always hold onto your dreams,
And never - ever let them go.
